February 2010
100 posts
“If you can’t see the string, something is wrong!”
– Dad and I talking about people wearing XXXXXXL string bikinis.
January 2010
126 posts
LGMH →
givesmehope:
LOVEgivesmehope:
At 3AM wednesday, i went down to the kitchen to wash my midnight snack dishes when i stumbled upon my 14-yr-old brother with a bag of Hershey’s kisses. As i got closer, i saw that he was replacing the paper sticking out of the wrapper on the candy kisses w/ strips where he printed out lyrics to give to his GF the next day. School starts at 7AM. His LGMH.
This...
exxistentialist:
sarahsmores:
I really want a pretty smile.
Also, I need about 8 thousand dollars to make that happen.
i’ve seen your smile. it’s very pretty.
I wish I could agree. :/
When I got that text, a million things flashed through my head. Agh. That was not cool. :/
I really want a pretty smile.
Also, I need about 8 thousand dollars to make that happen.
ohsnapsara:
i used to think you could only really be in love once. but, after joseph and i broke up, i decided it must not be true; because there was no chance of us getting back together, and i was not going to go the rest of my life lonely. and through finding someone new, i’ve realized what it is.
new love washes away old love. all the new feelings you feel, they make you forget about what...
People make me livid.
More reasons to add to the list of hating dependence.
It feels like I’ve lost control of everything.
Tonight gave me some harsh, but [somewhat] relieving check of reality.
Honestly, I’m scared.
-I kinda expected it, but not like this.
“Dynamite comes in small packages.”
– -Mr. Pasley.
Skyler and I were talking about fighting, lol.
Everything was pretty great, but now it’s time to head back to some harsh reality.
Let's try this without crying, yes?
Don’t stray Don’t ever go away I should be much to smart for this You know it gets the better Of me sometimes When you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you Pull me out in time Don’t let me drown Let me down I say its all because of you and here I go Losing my control I’m practising your name So I can say it to your face it doesn’t seem right To look...
That was interesting and quite nice. I think.
I will continue to cry until my eyes burn and then when I fall asleep. It seems like this is a normal thing. Not lovin’ this. These little breakdowns are becoming such a hassle. I need to be harsher with this. As much as it’s wrong and so raw to even think about, I have to do it one way or another.
What is going on? HELLO. I need a reality check. Why am I doing nothing? Why am I letting this happen? Why am I only saying and doing the bare minimum? Why am I avoiding things? Why? Why do I feel so used to this? Why am I acting like this?
Because I’m letting myself be vulnerable and soon, it will be time to pick myself back up and keep going. I just wish I knew when this...
“You’re my 7up when I’m out of Sprite.”
I was given the time and chance for my potential to show. I know how it feels before as well as after. You deserve those feelings, so I’m going to do my best to bring it out of you.
I don't like the word "ain't" in songs...
Now, I don’t want to lose you but I don’t want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don’t want to hate you, I don’t want to take you but I don’t want to be the one to cry. And that don’t really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door. But there’s a danger in loving...
Things are hitting me harder, rougher, and more raw than ever. It seems like I can’t do anything.
I need to be numb,
so
I can just
go through things
without
thinking.
Starting this week until after the 14th- it will be the ultimate test. I am not ready to say the least.
I think you’ll realize ________ once I realize _________.
Yep.
I made a mistake. But there’s no turning back on it now.
I don’t like waiting around. I don’t like this “high school” feeling. I don’t like you in trouble. I don’t like not being able to talk because of you being in trouble. I don’t like what happened yesterday. I don’t like how you’re more scared than I am. I don’t like well… A lot of things.
But I do like the effort and the...
You had the guts to say so much today. Wow, you’re so strong. Hang in there girl. Things can only get better from here.
Your hair is cute, we need to spend some time together sooooon!
Sorry that I couldn’t sing any songs today, lol.
This is frustrating, to say the least. I’m basically in a “high school” relationship and it’s not always the best. BUT, on the...
“If you’re going to get married, don’t move in with your soon to be...”
– I guess some in laws killed the girl that was going to marry their son, whoa.
Dad is hilarious sometimes, I wish he was more like this.
Sleeping Sickness
andrewdk:
Doesn’t it suck to get jealous. That is one feeling that no person can withhold from them self. I hate the feeling of jealousy. It’s that awful feeling that just stays in the bottom of your gut. It is almost as if you need to vomit, but the bad news is you don’t have to vomit and that feeling is not going away anytime soon. So what do you do? Well what I do is lose sleep. I lose my...
So I’ve basically given myself a harsh mind set that will hopefully keep me going without swaying from this particular ‘goal.’ It’s hard and I’m alone on this and it’s going to prove a lot on both sides. Whether it’s good or bad, I don’t honestly know. I see it differently than you do, therefore, there will be different outcomes.
I want what you can’t give me. Hmph. I’m going to change this for some better good. I think.
“If I tell the world,
I’ll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to...”
“What am I supposed to do to make you want me properly?
I’m taking these...”
So earlier, I had nothing to do so I took a nap. My dad woke me up, but he had a plate of chicken and mashed potatoes. <3 I ate, then went back to sleep. I woke up a bit a go, and I had a few texts and two were from a certain someone. I was completely surprised.
I am so incredibly happy right now. Little things really do make all of the difference. (:
I’m in such a great mood! My outfit is cute. My skin is much better and I’m being told of this. I was proven wrong, in a very goooooood way! I’m feeling better. My medicine-taking is getting back on track. Credit Recovery is still going pretty steady. I’ve painted recently. Everyone’s been in better moods. I feel the need not to worry about as much make up. My...
I have this thing about when things don’t work… Find another way! And that’s exactly what you did. It put a smile on my face and it brightened up my day. I’m so shocked. I love the little things, to the highest extreme. I feel lucky, even though this situation is… Not so lucky.
Even when things are going great, I keep having moments of clarity. I don’t love the idea of being a set back. I really don’t love the idea of you just simply saying that it isn’t right without a try, a real try.
I’m so lost.
I want to be balanced and with a goal of some sort by Valentine’s Day. It sounds so silly, but I think that would be lovely. I know what I...
I hate the idea of being in this rut in 6 months. I’m fighting a losing battle and you know it; it’s your choice to throw it away or not. So, I suppose it’s fair game for some unease.
15 Interesting Facts about Dreams
ohsnapsara:
fredsushi:
jhamiefloatie:
ethermoon:
1. You forget 90% of your dreams. Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream is forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone.
2. Blind people also dream. People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell,...
Angie and I were at Kroger tonight, we saw roses. I think we both had a moment of complete depression, lol. I think I’ll buy some roses for myself and possibly my sister, if I have money then… Haha. Agh, roses kinda make me sad when I think about ‘em. But then again, they make me haaaaapppy. :P Sheeesh.